7 APRIL, 2009

KITTY

I went home after school and told mom what happened at school, as usual. I ate and talked and ate. I didnt search for kitty around the house as i used to because i sent her to see the vet on monday as she didnt had the appetite to eat for about 2 to 3 days. I am worried sick. My dad too. At the clinic, the doctor told us why she was sick and said we had to leave kitty at the clinic so that they can examining her. I felt like I wanted to cry because I know kitty had suffered so much after the accident last 2 years. The moment the doctor took away kitty from the room, I touched kitty n felt very sad because I dont want to leave kitty alone. I dont want to be separated from kitty but I have to. After I ate n talked so much to my mom, n my mom said, 'da habis mkn?' n I was like 'dah.kenape?' then she said ' urm, adik, kitty.... kitty..' n i said, 'kitty kenapa?' n she said again 'kitty...' and i said with a laugh ' kenapa?' and my mom facial expression became weird and i continued ' kitty da xde?' n i started to cry really hard before my mom said yes. My mom cried as well. She quickly hugged me and said some stuff that i can barely hear. I cant stop crying at that time.

I cant think about anything accept :

1) Why did you leave me?

2) I cant see you again

3) I cant hug you anymore

4) I cant play with you anymore

5) You cant be with me everytime i feel down/scared/happy anymore

6) I cant bathe you anymore

7) I cant talk to you anymore

8) I cant kiss you anymore

9) I cant see your beautiful eyes anymore

10) I cant touch you anymore

11) I cant eat with you seating on my laps anymore

12) I cant hear your bells anymore

13) I cant see you coming happily and excitedly to me anymore

14) I cant hear your voice anymore.

15) I cant give you food and drinks anymore

16) I cant be mad at you anymore

17) You cant hug my feet anymore

18) You cant sit on my books whenever i study anymore

19)I cant tell stories about you to my friends anymore

Well, there's a lot of things in my mind at that time until now. I cant accept the fact that kitty had gone but I'm trying to accept it slowly. As my friends said, kitty would not want to see me cry over and over again because of her but she wants me to be happy and move on with my life. Yes, I agree. Thank you for all the advice you guys gave me. Thank god I have friends that do care about me and cried together with me. I will never forget about all the memories with you, kitty. I love you and I will miss you very, very much. I will be strong, just for you. Thank you for being a very lovely cat n a friend. Again, I will never forget about you, my dear Kitty. :)

P/s : I know Kitty is only a cat but she means everything to me :)

Numb

Why do you have to go?

Its too soon

Happy Birthday to my Gay Friend

Kepada Zaki :

Happy Birthday~
haha
Org yg Gay akan tetap Gay...
Tahniah xD

ps: kau hutang aku, jgn lupa ;)
pps: x2 aku igtkan je :P

ATTENTION

ASSALAMUALAIKUMWARAHMATULLAHHIWABARAKATUH

DAN SALAM SEJAHTERA SAYA UCAPKAN

Saya tak tau nak tulis ape

Sekian terima kasih

exam mid .... year GAY

...YAY...

edited by Farah :)

Suraya : pencadang

Khai : pembangkang

evil scheme

scheme evil yg aku plan pagi td malangnya x menjadi >.> ghahaha *bgi yg membaca, jgn bgtau sesape :b* tp sebelum ke cerita yang sebenar;

Intro dulu...
sejak kebelakangan ini, aku x tau la knpe, tp daku selalu aje terbangun pepagi buta...tgk2 jam, 'ciss baru pukul tiga'...aku pun ape lagi, tarik selimut la...selang beberapa jam selepas itu aku terjaga lagi, kali ni: 'ughh pkl brape ni *sambil selak langsir* gelap je lagi...*pastu amik psp tgk jam pkl brapa* kuasam baru pukul 5' dush tdo balikk xD....itu la keje aku seetiap pagi *well recently la that is*....aku pun x taw pehal asyik terjaga memalam...may be malaikat kejut srh sembahyang sunat kot...tp aku x buat ghahaha gomen2 xD

Ceritanya...
lol seperti pagi2 biase, aku terbangun juga kali ini....fuh, kali ni best....first 'call' pukul 3.45 "cis, lahabau btl, terlupa tarik selimut time tdo td" *tarik selimut then sambung tdo balik* xD...then second 'call'...haa yg ni lagi best....best tahap nak baling washing machine kat maid aku...aku terbangun pukul 6.45....lakhanat, asl pulak mak bpk aku x kejutkan neh....

di situlah dtgnya evil plan aku yg agak-x-brape-bijak
:p

aku pikir "ahh buat2 tdo sudah...rezeki datang bergolek, baik aku sambar aje gahhaha" dush aku tdo! xD... Kemudiannya uishh, rse x sedap hati je neh....*dlm hati* aku harap maid aku x bukak memane pintu, kalau x berbunyi alarm nnti...skalii "tweeetweetweee" alarm rumah aku berbunyi....Fu*k x sampai beberape saat aku ckp, dah berbunyi....mmg nak kne baling la maid aku ni...fail sudah evil plan aku >.> aku pun ape lagi buat2 tdo je la *x nak terkantoi punye psl* >.>

Later...
'kak yong, kak yong bgn. dah lambat dah ni' bak kate mak aku....tuih, aku da bgn lame la ghahaha...."hu-uh? da- laam-bat ke?" sambil rub mata...cis, pandai main jugak aku ni xD ahahah :b "cepat2 sikit siap!"..aku reply "hmm..."...x sempat mak aku kluar bilik aku grab bantal, gigit jari " CISS kurang asm punya maidd TT.TT"

akibatnya...
lol aku kne ketuk ketampi 10x oleh exco berkalibur sekolah, amirah (mmg nma sebenar) :b aku pun aiceh, nak tunjuk la berkalibur mengeluarkan EXCALIBUR! yg x jadi di sekolah....nak x nak ketuk je la ketampi...bkn ssh sgt...10x je..hekele baby di hutan pun boleh buat la...petik jari je :b Excalibur kepale lutut kau >.> ghahaha

:b